wedding grrrrrrr

well what can i say what a bbusy 6 months i ve had...
to start with the wedding..well start with the biggest head ache,,,
dress sorted perfect fit,, now just got to accesorize with it then thats done..
hair make up nails all booked.. got first hair appointment saturday with lil sis,, that should be a laugh.. i hope, rahter than them cutting my hair into bob cos its in such a bad state, we shall see..
maanged to buy lil flowers for hair too so be nice lil touch,,
bridesmaids all got dreses,,, at last so can chillax on that one now.. thank god..
still got to hire boyz suits but doing that in peterborough in half term, so thats easy enough, jays already booked his and aarons s just a case of measuring them up to them suits,, sorted. shoes only got to get cj's as nathan got his from nanny ange last month..
cake booked, absolutel gorge, well in theory any way..
flowers booked for bouques and spoke to irene she s on the case with the receptiona dn church, so thats done..
booked bouncy castle for the kids, as well as giant jenga, so that be a somehting to keep them all happy... for all of 5 mins any way..
now whats left.. oh yes. the food and alcohol.. grrr.. spoke to bessi mate who works for gallio family wines, might be cheeky/lucky enough to get come cheap cases off her if not tesco wine by the case it is..
food,, gonna do it my self, spent months asking for quotes and all ridiculously priced, so got uncle alan cooknig jackets and jill fro pub cooking and slicing meats ,so that jsut leaves the salads for me to arrange not a prob,, can easily ge them all knocked up friday night if any thing it wil take my mind off the dreaded day ahead!!!
so... me thinks other than stacys favor and generally decorating hall, whihc uncle alan has again offerd to help with i tink i m done???
oooooh photos sorted, as well as 3 cars. 2 jaguars and 1 bmw convertable. thanks karen and dilly... life savers.

now fo everything else in my life.....
applied for fire fighter during the year too, just been told after passig most of the test, that i have to wait tll septemeber to continue my training as i m getting married and having honey moon at the time they need me to be away for a week or 4.. so god send really givesme time to actually get fit, as i ve no actually done much in the way of training.. so starting as soon as my head is out my arse form this wedding, i m turning into fitness freak.. running circuit training , swimming, etc. me thinks at my timein life, ie nearly 30 i ahve tostart looking after my unfit body, and what better reason that ebing a fire fighter, adn playing with big hoses adn fire engines.. as well as running up and down ladders.. kinda need to get self sorted.

working part time at local school. only as a glorified dinner lady the glory bit is i don thave to cook or serve the food, only supervise the brats eating and playing, on the fields and yards..
it s not what i ever imagined doing, but it get sme out of the house and i dont have to rely on any one to pick my kids up etc, so hours suit etc. it lldo for now...
not thats it s fullfilling or anything, would rather have a proper job, 9-5pm, preferably earning 5 times what i am, but rather thanpayingsome ejit to pick my kids up and keep them out of trouble for 3 hours... it suits for now...

so thast that... updated.. exciting being me init...NOT!!!

on a happier note, got my lil sis and big bro coming up this weekend. so be good to ahve some one here other than the brats from helll and the practising alcoholic that is jay... lol.. as much as i lvoe him he s driving me insane at mo,, so gonna hve to come down on hm me thinks. gettngaway with too muhc at mo, and only getin away wiht it cos my head up arse about thewedding he wanted?!!!!! grrrr
bloody men.. any way boring myself now..
ciao ciao... Xxxx

wow.. xmas and new year all over.. thanl god. hectic is not the wod.. stressful?!!
had stcy robin and ruby and dad2! pete.. was lovely.. spent most of the time in kitchen but was well worth it.. only just empted fridge of all the food that was left over.. lots..
got lil princess over this week end for a week less her not well.. so gonna be nurse on call all week duh! i don tmind usd to it with nathan.. the sick note! but they ll be back at school. thank god!! so qulity time with ruby. be nice. we ll go for walks feed the scary ducks.. and maybe even go into town shpping? if i m feeling brave!!!
right any way. going to hoover hall way and then go thrugh clotehs about time i packed away the ones that don t fit.. been puttin it off since 2008?!! lol..
ciao for now?!!!
HAPPY NEW YEAR..

I am alive..

what a week

well where to begin...

finally got some cash back from bulgi.. not as much as we d hoped, but least half our money is back in uk.. probably wont last long, but least its here, adn not there//.

on that note.. he s the list so far..

wedding rings. 2 of.. bought and paid for..
engagement ring bought and paid for
new boots 2 of for h 1 for jay.. well he had to get something out of it.. lol. timberlands bless him..
2 after shaves. my pressi to jay.. as stinks..
few items of clothing.. as i was indesperate need of them.
bills paid.. lots of..
oil ordered.. warmth this winter.. compared to last where we had no electric around xmas in bulgi.. we treated our selves to £300 worth of central heating.. when it s gone it s gone!!!
2 tops and 2 jumpers for boyz. so they won t get cold.. lol and they look half decent on holiday. so mum No2 isn t ashamed to be in public with them??! may even have them for evening to let us adults let our hair down... ?? you never know? can hope!
and that was that.. nothing major. dress is gonna be ordered once mumNo1 has given the big OK on it.. hopefully she ll agree with me,, gorge?!!

as for honey moon,,, talk about the worst time to think about holiday.. in caribbean?? bloody rain and hurricanes and monsoons?? i mean seriously?? why would they do that??? how rude?
so on the hunt for an alternative destination??? any ideas welcome.. august 3rd onwards..

right best get back to search engine.. honey moons any where hot and child free???
all inclusive food drink and accomadation. with mini bar and water sports.. ?? how hard can it be????/

HARD!!! actually?!!!

299 days and now counting!!! scared!!

first things first.. think i ve found the dress?!!!
yes i know only took 5 shops 6 outings. and 50 million dresses to get there.. now need 2nd opinion.. MOTHER??? when you coming up.. help me!!!

you know if you say don t like it i ll probably cry?! so have to redo questionaire then too.. lol..
any way, done budget. i mnot gonna say howmuch its coming up in theory but lets just say i can t afford the dress i love. but i don t care! thought was gonna be good at this cheap dres. qucik wedding thing,, but as i ve now fallen in love with it.. too late.. sorrry daddy. re mortgage time!! on top of buying the ("HUH hum") out..thats me being polite
so... thast that.. if approoved will put money down by november.. and then got to order bridesmaids dresses too. which have already been rpre approved by the wearers. thanks god.
boyz suits to hire. cravats are being made by same lady as dresses are coming from.. so thats cool. colour co ordinated!!
productive day. me thinks.. cant say anymore.. except.. OMG 299 days left before the scariest day in my life..

job huntin sucks

right up dates.. as from saturday...
stacy and ruby left.. leavig me feeling empty.. and all lonely, butthe 2 boyz made up for them not being here by being louder and messier than usual... on top of that jay started yet another new" job. i say new he went back to old boss who pays the best money, bu is a reliable as.. well an ashtray on motor bike?? good comparisom i think..
so he back away all week which did mean i had some quality time with boyz.. great/ lucky me? lol.. i don t mean it... much.. lol..
so monday morning.. spent day as in a whole day on computer, applying for any and every job,,, OMG ,, very annoying.. but got to get some work soon, my bills are getting bigger than my rent? which is not good..
so taking a break at 5pm, i cooked boyz dinner, half way through decided it was trackie s and t shirt time.. came down to cameorn screaming,, i d only put the wrong hob on,so instead of broccoli coking i was melting the 2 trays i d left on the back ring?then was the job of trying to clear the down stairs of toxic fumes.. and trying to prevent the boyz from getting high as kites. bad day
tuesday. same s***different day really.. went into spalding trapes about the shopping centre asking for work but as everyone only wants to see CV which is on computer and the printer is unavailable, i was unable to give them said CV. so back to the drawing board, computer.
wednesay, that is today init?? went to tesco, get some basics.. and thought whilst here just grab a coffee form starbucks. my second fave coffee in the world... there recruiting!!!! whoo hooo... so i rushed home with application form and double esspresso, obviously!! now all need to do is take it back and sweet talkt eh manager..
hopefully result, they want a part timer, i want part time? sorted????? i hope!??
any way just in case gonna check out todays local press?? keep the options open.. ciao for now?

some highlights from the party.. for more funny pictures check out facebook... well all back to normal.. jays at work, away all week again, kids back at school. hmework to be done, and uniforms to wash and iron, grrr. and ruby and stacy at home now.. so all alone as from tomoorw might even go gt job?? just need to print out CV and cover letter. grr. need ink.. bloomin heck...

knackered...

OMG!!
I M K NACKERED....
ALL SHOPPED OUT, AND WELL ALL I CAN SAY... JESUS!!????

BEEN HECTIC, HAD LOADS OF FREINDS AND FAMILY TURN UP SOME EXPECTED.. ONE NOT.. UNCLE MICK.. lovely surprise... thanks... got some gorge flowers, thanks uncle alan,, and jackie some lovely choccies, thanks michelle... belgaim,, hmmm. saving them till stacy goes home,, hehehehe. already had to share forrero's.. fuming.. lol... i don t mind means out hips grow together... whoop whooop

right any way. best get on, spag bol to coook and kids to feed adn homework to check....

all photos will be added,, in time...
ciao for now..

24 hours and counting

its thurday evening.. at last...

been very busy today.. sweeping garden, raking dead grass...as well as scrubbing and mopping, and cooking currys,, on top of the usual washing cooking and cleaning...
legs feel close to falling of.. but i shall live to fight another day...
jobs for tomorrow...cover all duvets andpillow cases, that have been washed and dryed.. pull out all sofa beds.. and make them up. put away all clothes that have sat on table waiting for the men in the house to take up to there own rooms.. beat cameron as his 5 new tops are slung on sofa bed (on the hangers)instead of being in cupboard.... if he wasnt my son,i wouldn t know where he got it from.. hehehehe lil shite.. good job nathans like daddy, his clothes are chucked on bed.. and hes sleeping around them.? MEN grr... lol... any way sandwiches to make and dog to let out, as well as enjoy a coffee and ciggi with out the blooming men around.. luxury.. my last quiet night.. then tomoroow, it s chaos!! BUT I LOVE IT AND CAN T WAIT TO WATCH RUBY WIND NATHAN UP, POKE MEG IN EYE.. WRAP CAMERON ROUND HER LIL FINGER!!! AND STACY RUN AROUND LIKE MAD WOMAN TRYING TO BE ORGANISED IN MY HOUSE? NEVER GONNA HAPPEN... XXX we only do organised chaos,, as close as we get!! sos stace.. lol.. but i got a hoover now?!!! hehehehehe!!!! ciao bella!!

look at my garage... it s all done...

all i need to do is wash glasses and put alcohol init,,, and we re sorted!!!

oh yeh and get som peeps?!!!! come on saturday hurry up!!!
so ready for this now...

my girls are coming to town... woohoooo P*A*R*T*Y

these are my girls... and we re all gonna be together again... woohooo ... hopefully the police won t be involved this time.. lol..gonna be a good one...

gonna be bodies everywhere!!????

last post today i promise..

got me cuz coming up this weekend too.. whoop whooop...
nearly all my girls together again... its all goooood?!! getting really excited now!!! hehehehehehe.
cant wait till friday. my 4 bed house gonna be full up with bodies... excellent?!!

TODAY IS NOT MY BIRTHDAY

AS AUTHORISED BY STACY....
TODAY IS JUST A NORMAL SHITY MONDAY.. IT IS NOT MY BIRTHDAY.. WE HAVE DECIDED TO MOVE IT TO SATURDAY... hopefull ythat way i won t be soo poopooo, cos have stacy and ruby here.. can t wait...
ps,, £37.94.. on boo hoo.com.. whoops

i hate birthdays and xmas>>>so there

well all started off poo, but bearable.. ...and progresed to be extremely poo...

firstly up at 6.30am.... why you ask.. well ask nathan and cameron, they decided to have early moring, so thought they wish me happy birthday at stupid o clock, so stubbornas i am, i layed in bed,, counting on the clock till it was at least 7am...
then got up opened my 4 cards.. lovely lil pressi inside from mummy,, i shal got to the party wearing something new at least, and may even fit me.. you never know, watch this space,,bohoo.co,uk here i come,,, cheers stacy.. for recommending..
then get kids to school. bought cameorn school jumper, as been at schoolfor week and half wearing blue hoodi, not good...
back home. parcel. coffee machine from dad-No 2.. pete.. cool... espresso yummy..
off to spalding, to get first lot of pressies for cameron.. poor lil bugger, gonna have to get what given this year, cash flow isues...
so £50 later.. he s got a few nice things.. then cards adn wrapping stuff, and big badge for school. 2mw, so fels special.. and then few new ops.. well needed.. wrestling so he ll be happy,,, then quick dash in and out of dp.s.. resisted,, did really well... off to sainsburys. cake for cj,, black forest gateux for me.. yummy, and few otehr bits books and dvds, as well as milk, you know essentials,, as well as an advacado chicken and bacon sandwich.. lil treat for the drive home.. as it s lunch time and i hadn t eaten.. get to check out, card declined... i mean really DO THEY KNOW WHO I AM.. DO THEY KNOW WHAT DAY IT IS... ???? HOW RUDE..
can t believe i ve spent his wages already!!! so no sandwich fuming, you wouldn t believe how angry i was about that.. no cake for cj, no chocolate gateux for me... and more importantly,, no blooming milk...
so i jump in car.. speed home to make coffee and marmite on toast,,, sooo not the same...
and jump on here to moan to stacy and where is she... NOT BLOOMING HERE!!!!!
I AM 28! I AM FEELING OLD, AND NOW I HAVE NO CHOCCI CAKE OR ADVACADO CHICKEN AND BACON SANDWICH..... DEPRESSED.. going on boo hooo.. and i m sending you the bill! so there... thats your punihment for not being on line when ineed you ok!?
love you.. your seriously unhappy big/but incredibly younger sister...h.. x

well i just got an early birthday present... from meg of all people/ dogs..

a freshly caught rabbit!!! isn t she sweet... love her...i saved it from the kids,,, who were going to bury it in garden,,, encourage the fox's or what?... so i put it on door step, in paper, ready for jay to sort..one way or the other, carried on cooking dinner.. 2 mins later, poke head out door,to find meg,, eating my birthday present.. indian giver!!!!

lol.. i give up, walk back indoors leave her to it... can t be boverd to fight a dog for a rabbit, she can do what ever she wants with it... as long as it stays out side..
bloody kids and dogs...

LETS GET READY TO RUMBLE!!!!!!!!

HEY HEY..

well it s the 14th.. grrr... my last day as a 27 year old...

bar is complete, gazebo is up, beer and RED BULL is chilling in the garage/bar, music booked, kareoke,,, even.. not my choice.. do you think everyone would mind if it was all bon jovi..
hehehehe, just got to focus on camerons birthday now, make sure all pressies are bought, jellys made,, then buy some balloons and stuff, and make the bar into happy bar.. lol... easy?!! oh then i got to change 3 beds, make up all spare beds/sofa beds. as not sure whos staying and whos not, and who s shacking up at b&b round corner.. you know who you are.. dirty old man,, lol... make sure carpets are all dog hair free, for my lil niece.. plus buy her and her mummy some wheetabix, and semi skimmed milk,, (got nice big tea pot for daddy) get some tea leaves, along with a batch of nurofen i feel will be needed for sunday..i think thats everything.. oh and of course got to go shopping for some killer heels and LBD, failing that new jeans and pair of pumps... along with a new hoodi.. either way..

let s get ready to rumble......!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

my quotes of the day..

AFTER THIRTY YOUR BODY HAS A MIND OF ITS OWN?!!

I BEAR NO GRUDGES, I HAVE A MIND THAT RETAINS NOTHING

I don't believe in guilt, I believe in living on impulse as long as you never intentionally hurt another person, and don't judge people in your life. I think you should live completely free.

I THOUGHT I WANTED A CAREER, TURNS OUT I JUST WANT A REGULAR PAYCHECK..

grrrrrrr

well friday again.. only 3 more days, till B day, which sucks, another year another wrinkle?!! more black bags under the eyes..
wish i could just sleep through it, and stay at this age,, geting closer to 30 every day.. scary, don t wanna get old.. it s not fair,,, any way all pooopooo here. so nothing to add really,, ordered camerons pressi, which is gonna hurt me, when have to pay it back,, as not cheap, by time thats paid it ll be bloody christmans then got to start all over again,, grrr... hate birthdays hate xmas, hate not having money to be able not to worry. grr bloddy grr grrr..
on another note applied for 2 more jobs at midnight last night, as couldn t sleep so thought may as well make most of quiet time.. boots and M&s.. bit of variation i suppose, easy life, rather than mad dashing around resturant or kitchen.. either way if i get it great if not bov erd?!! fed up, can you tell.. got an assembly to go to at 2 45pm, joy, stuck in hall with loads of kids, and listening to camerons 2 lines.. yey!?? sorry , but really boring, i ve heard the lines 6 times already. only going cos cameron won t talk to me if i don t.. grrrrrrrr

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