what a week

well where to begin...

finally got some cash back from bulgi.. not as much as we d hoped, but least half our money is back in uk.. probably wont last long, but least its here, adn not there//.

on that note.. he s the list so far..

wedding rings. 2 of.. bought and paid for..
engagement ring bought and paid for
new boots 2 of for h 1 for jay.. well he had to get something out of it.. lol. timberlands bless him..
2 after shaves. my pressi to jay.. as stinks..
few items of clothing.. as i was indesperate need of them.
bills paid.. lots of..
oil ordered.. warmth this winter.. compared to last where we had no electric around xmas in bulgi.. we treated our selves to £300 worth of central heating.. when it s gone it s gone!!!
2 tops and 2 jumpers for boyz. so they won t get cold.. lol and they look half decent on holiday. so mum No2 isn t ashamed to be in public with them??! may even have them for evening to let us adults let our hair down... ?? you never know? can hope!
and that was that.. nothing major. dress is gonna be ordered once mumNo1 has given the big OK on it.. hopefully she ll agree with me,, gorge?!!

as for honey moon,,, talk about the worst time to think about holiday.. in caribbean?? bloody rain and hurricanes and monsoons?? i mean seriously?? why would they do that??? how rude?
so on the hunt for an alternative destination??? any ideas welcome.. august 3rd onwards..

right best get back to search engine.. honey moons any where hot and child free???
all inclusive food drink and accomadation. with mini bar and water sports.. ?? how hard can it be????/

HARD!!! actually?!!!

299 days and now counting!!! scared!!

first things first.. think i ve found the dress?!!!
yes i know only took 5 shops 6 outings. and 50 million dresses to get there.. now need 2nd opinion.. MOTHER??? when you coming up.. help me!!!

you know if you say don t like it i ll probably cry?! so have to redo questionaire then too.. lol..
any way, done budget. i mnot gonna say howmuch its coming up in theory but lets just say i can t afford the dress i love. but i don t care! thought was gonna be good at this cheap dres. qucik wedding thing,, but as i ve now fallen in love with it.. too late.. sorrry daddy. re mortgage time!! on top of buying the ("HUH hum") out..thats me being polite
so... thast that.. if approoved will put money down by november.. and then got to order bridesmaids dresses too. which have already been rpre approved by the wearers. thanks god.
boyz suits to hire. cravats are being made by same lady as dresses are coming from.. so thats cool. colour co ordinated!!
productive day. me thinks.. cant say anymore.. except.. OMG 299 days left before the scariest day in my life..

job huntin sucks

right up dates.. as from saturday...
stacy and ruby left.. leavig me feeling empty.. and all lonely, butthe 2 boyz made up for them not being here by being louder and messier than usual... on top of that jay started yet another new" job. i say new he went back to old boss who pays the best money, bu is a reliable as.. well an ashtray on motor bike?? good comparisom i think..
so he back away all week which did mean i had some quality time with boyz.. great/ lucky me? lol.. i don t mean it... much.. lol..
so monday morning.. spent day as in a whole day on computer, applying for any and every job,,, OMG ,, very annoying.. but got to get some work soon, my bills are getting bigger than my rent? which is not good..
so taking a break at 5pm, i cooked boyz dinner, half way through decided it was trackie s and t shirt time.. came down to cameorn screaming,, i d only put the wrong hob on,so instead of broccoli coking i was melting the 2 trays i d left on the back ring?then was the job of trying to clear the down stairs of toxic fumes.. and trying to prevent the boyz from getting high as kites. bad day
tuesday. same s***different day really.. went into spalding trapes about the shopping centre asking for work but as everyone only wants to see CV which is on computer and the printer is unavailable, i was unable to give them said CV. so back to the drawing board, computer.
wednesay, that is today init?? went to tesco, get some basics.. and thought whilst here just grab a coffee form starbucks. my second fave coffee in the world... there recruiting!!!! whoo hooo... so i rushed home with application form and double esspresso, obviously!! now all need to do is take it back and sweet talkt eh manager..
hopefully result, they want a part timer, i want part time? sorted????? i hope!??
any way just in case gonna check out todays local press?? keep the options open.. ciao for now?