I am alive..

what a week

well where to begin...

finally got some cash back from bulgi.. not as much as we d hoped, but least half our money is back in uk.. probably wont last long, but least its here, adn not there//.

on that note.. he s the list so far..

wedding rings. 2 of.. bought and paid for..
engagement ring bought and paid for
new boots 2 of for h 1 for jay.. well he had to get something out of it.. lol. timberlands bless him..
2 after shaves. my pressi to jay.. as stinks..
few items of clothing.. as i was indesperate need of them.
bills paid.. lots of..
oil ordered.. warmth this winter.. compared to last where we had no electric around xmas in bulgi.. we treated our selves to £300 worth of central heating.. when it s gone it s gone!!!
2 tops and 2 jumpers for boyz. so they won t get cold.. lol and they look half decent on holiday. so mum No2 isn t ashamed to be in public with them??! may even have them for evening to let us adults let our hair down... ?? you never know? can hope!
and that was that.. nothing major. dress is gonna be ordered once mumNo1 has given the big OK on it.. hopefully she ll agree with me,, gorge?!!

as for honey moon,,, talk about the worst time to think about holiday.. in caribbean?? bloody rain and hurricanes and monsoons?? i mean seriously?? why would they do that??? how rude?
so on the hunt for an alternative destination??? any ideas welcome.. august 3rd onwards..

right best get back to search engine.. honey moons any where hot and child free???
all inclusive food drink and accomadation. with mini bar and water sports.. ?? how hard can it be????/

HARD!!! actually?!!!

299 days and now counting!!! scared!!

first things first.. think i ve found the dress?!!!
yes i know only took 5 shops 6 outings. and 50 million dresses to get there.. now need 2nd opinion.. MOTHER??? when you coming up.. help me!!!

you know if you say don t like it i ll probably cry?! so have to redo questionaire then too.. lol..
any way, done budget. i mnot gonna say howmuch its coming up in theory but lets just say i can t afford the dress i love. but i don t care! thought was gonna be good at this cheap dres. qucik wedding thing,, but as i ve now fallen in love with it.. too late.. sorrry daddy. re mortgage time!! on top of buying the ("HUH hum") out..thats me being polite
so... thast that.. if approoved will put money down by november.. and then got to order bridesmaids dresses too. which have already been rpre approved by the wearers. thanks god.
boyz suits to hire. cravats are being made by same lady as dresses are coming from.. so thats cool. colour co ordinated!!
productive day. me thinks.. cant say anymore.. except.. OMG 299 days left before the scariest day in my life..

job huntin sucks

right up dates.. as from saturday...
stacy and ruby left.. leavig me feeling empty.. and all lonely, butthe 2 boyz made up for them not being here by being louder and messier than usual... on top of that jay started yet another new" job. i say new he went back to old boss who pays the best money, bu is a reliable as.. well an ashtray on motor bike?? good comparisom i think..
so he back away all week which did mean i had some quality time with boyz.. great/ lucky me? lol.. i don t mean it... much.. lol..
so monday morning.. spent day as in a whole day on computer, applying for any and every job,,, OMG ,, very annoying.. but got to get some work soon, my bills are getting bigger than my rent? which is not good..
so taking a break at 5pm, i cooked boyz dinner, half way through decided it was trackie s and t shirt time.. came down to cameorn screaming,, i d only put the wrong hob on,so instead of broccoli coking i was melting the 2 trays i d left on the back ring?then was the job of trying to clear the down stairs of toxic fumes.. and trying to prevent the boyz from getting high as kites. bad day
tuesday. same s***different day really.. went into spalding trapes about the shopping centre asking for work but as everyone only wants to see CV which is on computer and the printer is unavailable, i was unable to give them said CV. so back to the drawing board, computer.
wednesay, that is today init?? went to tesco, get some basics.. and thought whilst here just grab a coffee form starbucks. my second fave coffee in the world... there recruiting!!!! whoo hooo... so i rushed home with application form and double esspresso, obviously!! now all need to do is take it back and sweet talkt eh manager..
hopefully result, they want a part timer, i want part time? sorted????? i hope!??
any way just in case gonna check out todays local press?? keep the options open.. ciao for now?

some highlights from the party.. for more funny pictures check out facebook... well all back to normal.. jays at work, away all week again, kids back at school. hmework to be done, and uniforms to wash and iron, grrr. and ruby and stacy at home now.. so all alone as from tomoorw might even go gt job?? just need to print out CV and cover letter. grr. need ink.. bloomin heck...

knackered...

OMG!!
I M K NACKERED....
ALL SHOPPED OUT, AND WELL ALL I CAN SAY... JESUS!!????

BEEN HECTIC, HAD LOADS OF FREINDS AND FAMILY TURN UP SOME EXPECTED.. ONE NOT.. UNCLE MICK.. lovely surprise... thanks... got some gorge flowers, thanks uncle alan,, and jackie some lovely choccies, thanks michelle... belgaim,, hmmm. saving them till stacy goes home,, hehehehe. already had to share forrero's.. fuming.. lol... i don t mind means out hips grow together... whoop whooop

right any way. best get on, spag bol to coook and kids to feed adn homework to check....

all photos will be added,, in time...
ciao for now..

24 hours and counting

its thurday evening.. at last...

been very busy today.. sweeping garden, raking dead grass...as well as scrubbing and mopping, and cooking currys,, on top of the usual washing cooking and cleaning...
legs feel close to falling of.. but i shall live to fight another day...
jobs for tomorrow...cover all duvets andpillow cases, that have been washed and dryed.. pull out all sofa beds.. and make them up. put away all clothes that have sat on table waiting for the men in the house to take up to there own rooms.. beat cameron as his 5 new tops are slung on sofa bed (on the hangers)instead of being in cupboard.... if he wasnt my son,i wouldn t know where he got it from.. hehehehe lil shite.. good job nathans like daddy, his clothes are chucked on bed.. and hes sleeping around them.? MEN grr... lol... any way sandwiches to make and dog to let out, as well as enjoy a coffee and ciggi with out the blooming men around.. luxury.. my last quiet night.. then tomoroow, it s chaos!! BUT I LOVE IT AND CAN T WAIT TO WATCH RUBY WIND NATHAN UP, POKE MEG IN EYE.. WRAP CAMERON ROUND HER LIL FINGER!!! AND STACY RUN AROUND LIKE MAD WOMAN TRYING TO BE ORGANISED IN MY HOUSE? NEVER GONNA HAPPEN... XXX we only do organised chaos,, as close as we get!! sos stace.. lol.. but i got a hoover now?!!! hehehehehe!!!! ciao bella!!

look at my garage... it s all done...

all i need to do is wash glasses and put alcohol init,,, and we re sorted!!!

oh yeh and get som peeps?!!!! come on saturday hurry up!!!
so ready for this now...

my girls are coming to town... woohoooo P*A*R*T*Y

these are my girls... and we re all gonna be together again... woohooo ... hopefully the police won t be involved this time.. lol..gonna be a good one...

gonna be bodies everywhere!!????

last post today i promise..

got me cuz coming up this weekend too.. whoop whooop...
nearly all my girls together again... its all goooood?!! getting really excited now!!! hehehehehehe.
cant wait till friday. my 4 bed house gonna be full up with bodies... excellent?!!

TODAY IS NOT MY BIRTHDAY

AS AUTHORISED BY STACY....
TODAY IS JUST A NORMAL SHITY MONDAY.. IT IS NOT MY BIRTHDAY.. WE HAVE DECIDED TO MOVE IT TO SATURDAY... hopefull ythat way i won t be soo poopooo, cos have stacy and ruby here.. can t wait...
ps,, £37.94.. on boo hoo.com.. whoops

i hate birthdays and xmas>>>so there

well all started off poo, but bearable.. ...and progresed to be extremely poo...

firstly up at 6.30am.... why you ask.. well ask nathan and cameron, they decided to have early moring, so thought they wish me happy birthday at stupid o clock, so stubbornas i am, i layed in bed,, counting on the clock till it was at least 7am...
then got up opened my 4 cards.. lovely lil pressi inside from mummy,, i shal got to the party wearing something new at least, and may even fit me.. you never know, watch this space,,bohoo.co,uk here i come,,, cheers stacy.. for recommending..
then get kids to school. bought cameorn school jumper, as been at schoolfor week and half wearing blue hoodi, not good...
back home. parcel. coffee machine from dad-No 2.. pete.. cool... espresso yummy..
off to spalding, to get first lot of pressies for cameron.. poor lil bugger, gonna have to get what given this year, cash flow isues...
so £50 later.. he s got a few nice things.. then cards adn wrapping stuff, and big badge for school. 2mw, so fels special.. and then few new ops.. well needed.. wrestling so he ll be happy,,, then quick dash in and out of dp.s.. resisted,, did really well... off to sainsburys. cake for cj,, black forest gateux for me.. yummy, and few otehr bits books and dvds, as well as milk, you know essentials,, as well as an advacado chicken and bacon sandwich.. lil treat for the drive home.. as it s lunch time and i hadn t eaten.. get to check out, card declined... i mean really DO THEY KNOW WHO I AM.. DO THEY KNOW WHAT DAY IT IS... ???? HOW RUDE..
can t believe i ve spent his wages already!!! so no sandwich fuming, you wouldn t believe how angry i was about that.. no cake for cj, no chocolate gateux for me... and more importantly,, no blooming milk...
so i jump in car.. speed home to make coffee and marmite on toast,,, sooo not the same...
and jump on here to moan to stacy and where is she... NOT BLOOMING HERE!!!!!
I AM 28! I AM FEELING OLD, AND NOW I HAVE NO CHOCCI CAKE OR ADVACADO CHICKEN AND BACON SANDWICH..... DEPRESSED.. going on boo hooo.. and i m sending you the bill! so there... thats your punihment for not being on line when ineed you ok!?
love you.. your seriously unhappy big/but incredibly younger sister...h.. x

well i just got an early birthday present... from meg of all people/ dogs..

a freshly caught rabbit!!! isn t she sweet... love her...i saved it from the kids,,, who were going to bury it in garden,,, encourage the fox's or what?... so i put it on door step, in paper, ready for jay to sort..one way or the other, carried on cooking dinner.. 2 mins later, poke head out door,to find meg,, eating my birthday present.. indian giver!!!!

lol.. i give up, walk back indoors leave her to it... can t be boverd to fight a dog for a rabbit, she can do what ever she wants with it... as long as it stays out side..
bloody kids and dogs...

LETS GET READY TO RUMBLE!!!!!!!!

HEY HEY..

well it s the 14th.. grrr... my last day as a 27 year old...

bar is complete, gazebo is up, beer and RED BULL is chilling in the garage/bar, music booked, kareoke,,, even.. not my choice.. do you think everyone would mind if it was all bon jovi..
hehehehe, just got to focus on camerons birthday now, make sure all pressies are bought, jellys made,, then buy some balloons and stuff, and make the bar into happy bar.. lol... easy?!! oh then i got to change 3 beds, make up all spare beds/sofa beds. as not sure whos staying and whos not, and who s shacking up at b&b round corner.. you know who you are.. dirty old man,, lol... make sure carpets are all dog hair free, for my lil niece.. plus buy her and her mummy some wheetabix, and semi skimmed milk,, (got nice big tea pot for daddy) get some tea leaves, along with a batch of nurofen i feel will be needed for sunday..i think thats everything.. oh and of course got to go shopping for some killer heels and LBD, failing that new jeans and pair of pumps... along with a new hoodi.. either way..

let s get ready to rumble......!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

my quotes of the day..

AFTER THIRTY YOUR BODY HAS A MIND OF ITS OWN?!!

I BEAR NO GRUDGES, I HAVE A MIND THAT RETAINS NOTHING

I don't believe in guilt, I believe in living on impulse as long as you never intentionally hurt another person, and don't judge people in your life. I think you should live completely free.

I THOUGHT I WANTED A CAREER, TURNS OUT I JUST WANT A REGULAR PAYCHECK..

grrrrrrr

well friday again.. only 3 more days, till B day, which sucks, another year another wrinkle?!! more black bags under the eyes..
wish i could just sleep through it, and stay at this age,, geting closer to 30 every day.. scary, don t wanna get old.. it s not fair,,, any way all pooopooo here. so nothing to add really,, ordered camerons pressi, which is gonna hurt me, when have to pay it back,, as not cheap, by time thats paid it ll be bloody christmans then got to start all over again,, grrr... hate birthdays hate xmas, hate not having money to be able not to worry. grr bloddy grr grrr..
on another note applied for 2 more jobs at midnight last night, as couldn t sleep so thought may as well make most of quiet time.. boots and M&s.. bit of variation i suppose, easy life, rather than mad dashing around resturant or kitchen.. either way if i get it great if not bov erd?!! fed up, can you tell.. got an assembly to go to at 2 45pm, joy, stuck in hall with loads of kids, and listening to camerons 2 lines.. yey!?? sorry , but really boring, i ve heard the lines 6 times already. only going cos cameron won t talk to me if i don t.. grrrrrrrr

bulgarian properties to buy..

my bulgarian property... available to buy,,,, so please take a look, all offers are accepted, above 35000 euros... need this gone.. soon, ideal investment, for the land or property check it out...
we were gonna build chalets along side the bungalow,, for people to rent, as a quiet getaway, away from the city, rural location, but with in 10 minutes of lovely lil town, provadiya...

http://vps.bg//EstateDetail.aspx?d=2536

also availiable, is this perfect coastal property overlooking the black sea.. consists of 2 self contained apartments, adn a seperate building at the botttom, sits on the cliff top,, check it out well worth a look

http://vps.bg//EstateDetail.aspx?d=2621

wedding dress shoppping

stacy, hayley and probably ruby??? wedding shopping,,,


sunday 21st.. springfields, bridal show. £3.50 admission. 10-3pm

monday 22nd.. got to sort?? boston? or just mooch?

tuesday 23rd jillys 77 knight street pe11 3ra 09.30am
masquerade pe11 1ha winsover road 01775 724234 11.00am

wednesday 24th pronuptia 31-23 silver street lincoln ln2 1ew 11.00am

thursday 25th simply yours 36-38 dolphin lane boston pe21 6eu 10.10am

okey dokey diddly pokey

omg,, guilt trip

good morning.. well it was till got to school,,, nathan soooo didnt wanna leave my leg this morning. think he s tired, this week really draining him, not that IM complaining, obviously,, lol.. but was all weepy and clingy, to me.. had to get teacher to prise him off my leg, so i could leave playground.. even best buddies steven and taylor couldnt persuade him, poor lil man!//
never mind he went in.. in the end, watched him from over the hedge, lip down to ground, but walked in with the rest of them,,, he ll be fine... just tired.. it does that after 12 hour days, at 4 years old.. bless... working so hard drawing pictures, painting, playing, running around with friends.. lol.. so hard being 4 init!??
saying that, though i soooo didint wanna get out of bed, this morning,, looked cold out side, when nathan came in and opened curtains, and asked me to help him, do his breakfast,,,
came down and found he was trying to poor milk over cheerios, that were on a plate?? don t ask.. i don t know why, and wth out coffee and ciggi in me, i wasnt prepared to ask.. any way.. cooker man coming today.. woohooo, only been nearly 2 weeks now been with it out.. hob and grill only, isn t easy, when you ve only got frezzer food.. ie joints of meat, and pies?!! run out of everything i can cook using hob and grill, so best bloooming fix it today.. rollon pay day saturday,,, cupboards are soo empty, used last £12 to get electric and milk this morning,,, thats me skint! again.. hate this being poor, lol.. sell bungi in bulgi... sell.... please?!!!!

got A job!?

well travelled all the way to peterborough,, that in it s self was scary, then got lost in centre looking for parking,,, nightmare, £2 later, adn a good 10 minute walk back to where i first started,,, 1 min from resturant... i walked into a quiet empty lil frankie's... only 4 and half" people.. 2 interviewers, one member of staff and one customer.. wih child hence the half.. so i found the loo.. nerves were taking over.. face paint and few deep breaths later, i returned to start interview.. 2 men, one about my age, area manger,the other about 40, who was the manager i would be working for.. so after a quick chat about BG,, we started the interview, firs the hours, this already was a bad point, as the kids being at school 9-3.15pm, was always gonna be an issue,as assistant manager,, so we had chat about what they expected and what i did.. and cut a long story short, if the kids weren t an issue, ie resticting my hours, i would of got the job there and then..bummer, but any way. i have got kids and i am only able to do so many hours, so we all decided i d take the job of a waitress, and start at the nearest frankie and bennys, till december, learn the job inside and out, and then when new store opens in spalding i ll be incharge of training the other staff, and hopefully progress in the job to supervisor and eventually assistant manager.. it s not ideal but it suits me,, for now..wages arent perfect, but tips are meant to be good,, so all in all,, it doooos me!!! well for now any way..
so i went back through scary city centre,,, drunken bums and closed down shops, and scary people looking at me funny, to find my car.. plugged in sat nav and off i went ,, out of scary city centre.. quickly and safely,, lol... jay was as supportive as a traning bra?!! .. as per ususal//
come in to kitchen the kids have been left to own devises,, ie camerons making toast, .. but wating for it to go cold so can get it out of toaster, adn nathan ordering his topping, while jay and pete are putting ceiling up in bar.. it s now an hour after i got in, dinners been made and eaten by kids, and i m chilling first cuppa coffee since 1pm.. feel ready for long hot bath and crashing on sofa with film.. can t wait to get back to work, but i know the first few weeks are gonna kill me,, but hey, might loose this lazy belly, in process!! woohooo//

grrrrr kids dogs and bloody men

well nothing to exciting today i m afraid..
shelves are up,ready for optics.in bar, i spent most ofthe day holding planks of wood for pete to cut sand, make lil grooves in to make look pretty? and then the picking up of kids, as wel as scrubbing floors, then to see meg comeout of bushes and stroll through kitchen with muddy paws..finally get rid of kids and the dog makes up for there messs, in between stealing teddies/ her babies,, and stashing them around garden.
then hiding them in house, once they ve been soaked from the rain...
this week she staken to finding moles, then leaving them dead on washing pile.. soooo not funny,,, last time was a dead bird left on nathans pillow.. she sooo doesn t like him,, either that or ws making peace offering, in her own lil way..weirdo? nate thought cool. obvioulsy!! blood etc.. boyz, yummy aren t they..
all went good at school, anddone his home work, finding things begining with m and s.. no not the food or clothing the letters..snake, shoes socks sword,, then man,(not smack down figure.. nathan.. man!.. motorbike, mummy, and then while shouting at meg, to get out from under feet, "mummy can i take meg,,, she s mmmmmmmmmmm"" rubbing his belly, thast how he remebers the M sound.. doesn t want to eat her, like i first thought?? so after an arguement, we decided a photo would be best!!
then there s cameron, whos decided that he sonly gonna do homework.. if i let him have school dinners.. after that arguement, he leaves it and does homework, and then asks dadddy anyway.. answer still no, as not paying £4, for 2 days, just for him to choose what he does and doesn t like each fortnight, packed lunch till it gets colder and thats that!!! grrr standing ground on this one, £4 a day for both,,, thats not cheap, when i know nathan won t eat food,he ll skip straight to puddin,and cameron fussiest kid in world at mo.. no way! end of..
jay came in with the almighty hump.. no money till friday, adn worrying,, again.as i said, can t do anything till friday well pay what we can,, thats that.. why worry, not gonna make money appear is it!
so job interview tomorrow,hopefully land myself a cooshty lil job, then take some worry of the mans shoulders,, he ll ony find something else to moan about, ie me not being home when he gets in to listen to him moan about how hard he s worked and how lil money he has.. and the whole world is against him,by the making him pay bills, and such!! so hard being a man!!!

good afternoon

well it has been a good morning all round really..
dropped kids off.. watched nathan from behind a hedge, just to make sure he ok, in playground... only to see some lil 5 year old whack him round face with folder, for no reason, so i frog marched round there, ready to have fight with said 5 year old.. lol.. but byt his point nathan's booing for mummy, so i ve picked him up, mrs smith the playground assistant has swooped the said 5 year old up, and carried him into school. kicking and screaming,, bless mrs smith...covered in muddy foot prints.. (so another teacher sorted him out,) while i gave nate a mummy love and sent him back into the big boyz (4-6year olds) playground.. poor lil thing.. last seen chasing steven(fellow power ranger) around playground...
he was doing so well. didn t even look for me.. untill took the whack to face that is... so angry... any way..
that was that... hopefull yhe went in ok. didnt wait around, as want him t be independant like cameron... so i jumps in me car, go and get some choccies for when i pick them,, especially nathan,, frst full day. want to treat him. cos i know hes gonna have a great day..
back home, washing done washing up, sit at computer apply for nearly every job in the area.. and then get phone call from jay.. his dustcart, will be doing fly by at 1pm. so i race upstairs chucked everything and anything i think the kids wont miss, plus all the curtains left from previous tenant, as well as anything else.. 8 bin bags & 1 wheelie bin later, jay arrives. clears all and some more garden stuff. ie old lawn mower and table.. and carpet, and crushes the lot!!! woo hoo.. so i gave him and rob a coffee and one of the boyz chocolate timeouts..and off they go.. nearly taking out the new wiring to garage.. luckily robs driving, he noticed it, jay did not,,,(after spending 4 hours with pete putting it up ) der! any way. it s now 2pm, and i ve got 1 hour and 15 mins before the lil angels(sarcasm) come home.. so chill now...see above the garage,, only the ceiling and beers missin,, lol.. woohooo party!!! ready for 20th, can t believe it,,, excellent!!!

thank you mummy!!!

just want to thank mum for sorting signature.. my hero... thank you mummy!!!!!

Has this worked or what>

that be a YES then !

give up

it s officail i give up.. 3 times and nothing... but poopoo come sup.. so i m not gonna hve a signature ok... sorry.... i know how disappointed you allare i am too.. but it s jsut not happening. and i ve spent ages trying to do it. so????? grrrr and double grrrrr

didint work did it... bl***** hell

grrrr

tried to add signature but didint work gonn ahve one last attempt then asking mum.. er no actually wil ask girls on imag e nation,, as mum prob can t remember, and i know dame well she asked them,,,, in first place... so here goes... wish me luck..

cleaning the hosue when kids are at home is like shovelling snow when it s snowing??

well after an early start.. cleaning the pub,i got back to a shit hole... bit gutting as i spent all day tidying it yesturday, but hey ho... cleaning the house when kids are at home is like shovelling snow when it s snowing i suppose..
so any way after the cleaning up and saving the washing from the rain,, i went to tesco.. boring.. yes. but when you sneak out of house leaving grandad and daddy with the brats. shopping can be quite nice.. lol.. 2 hours later i return.. hehehe, with all the essentials.. gve or take or few luxuries,, few beers to drain the stress of life..
so i came back to more washing up and more mess on floor in lving room, kids had helped them selves to god know s what.. i cooked sausage and onion baguetes for me and the men.. and then got the dinner on ready for tonight.. chicken korma and beef madras.. well if you can t afford take out you may as wel make it yourself.. lol.. so i did..
its now Nearly baggy trousers and jays t shirt time.. as well as film and chill out on sofa.. well i would if the bloody kids weren t chasing each other round the downstairs trying to kill eachother.. omg.. i need a holiday from this life.. ie some where hot and kid free... wish ful thinking i know. this is it for at least another 10 years... whoop F****** whoop whoop!!!
any way.. gotto ref again.. cameron down nathan laughing,, "stop faking it cameron" full of sympathy is lil nate....
right cioa for now..

thanks crunchi it s friday

wet wet wet!!!

well thats me... all schools runs done... both kids are home... i m now refereeing again... as well as screaming instead of talking... stacy I said kids are hard work... cos they are...

i m soaking wet.. nathan wore his wellies on school run.. and decided he didint wanna puddle jump.. where as normally he s jumping in them with school shoes on.. typical..
right so friday night.. bb9 final.. thats me. and watch a couple of filmsi ve taped in week.. that i haven t watched cos jay been here,, bridget jones diary NO2. and another chick flick..
can t wait.. might even cook my self some chinese.. kung po chicken with chow mein.. yummy!! doo's me...
right i m gonna batter the kids cos they re fighting screaming at each other...
grrr

right trackie botoms and t shirt i think... comfys

another day gone.

good morning

well after an early night.. yes 10pm, i was tucked up in bed.. and actually managed to get some sleep before jays snoring shook the house, don t feel any better for it though..
was joined at 7am by wet dog, and cold son.. both all over me... so time to get up i feel...
after a strong cuppa coffee and a fag, i faced the task of getting both kids dressed washed and sorted for there day at school... that in it s self is no easy task.. think gonna have to turn electirc off at night, to prevent the lil buggers from geting engrosed in tv, .. arrive at school with ten mins to spare... nathan the lil darling decideds to go puddled jumping, in new trousers, which i must add are 4 inches too big.. so yes they re soaked.. oh well.. his prob not mine.. only got till 1.15pm to day any way.. he ll live.. a lovely little boy from his class comes over with something to show me.. how lovely it s a worm!!! i do love boyz.. so the whistle goes and and everyone stops adn stands still well everyone except nathan "mummy wanna kiss an cuddle!"...
quickly usher him back to line up with everyone else... with 4 mums around me, all watery eyed and looking pathetic,,, the kids stroll in to class... freedom.. off i go..

so here i m sitting at home washing up done.. washing in machine.DONE can t hoover cos mines broke.. so check my job search engine... petes turns up for days work.. guess what he s bought me.. ONLY A BLOODY HOOVER!! GIT!.. so must go.. got to make him a cuppa. and hoover the house.. 6rooms upstairs 4 rooms down here... plus the stairs... i do dislike father in laws sometimes.... lol....

will return later.. slightly thinnner and out of breathe?!!!

welcome lil sis

http://stacycollingwoodhook.blogspot.com/

hey lil sis. welcome to the bloggy world.. lol... love you.. can t wait to read about your days. what with ruby robin and you as well as the dogs... fun fun fun

blubbers

ok so here we are... 10am, the house is quiet... oh so quiet.

cameron was up at 6am.. very excited i think... was dressed and ready to go bay 6.30am.. bless nathan he was lying nxt to me. at 7.30 telling cameron to go away... lol.. we got up got sorted and off we went.. few rounds of the playground.. while i held nates bags... then whistle went. everyone else stand s still nathan come running ove to get bags.. kiss cuddle... off he goes to join the queue... as i stand back out of the way.. you ve got 10 mums roughly.. waiting at the front.. booing!!! as i said why do they do that????? one woman. sho s lil girl didn t even say bye.. was crying so much i think the lil girl was embarressed... and ran ito class.. lol.. i couldn t keep my mouth shut though,,, i had to laugh.. i know heartless.. but come on.. they re only going to school... for christ sake.. not sending them off to war!!???? they did all look cute though half of them had bags biger than them... lol... plus lunch bags, plus folders.. lol..

so off i went.. secretly cheering inside.. as the otehrs hugged each other and shared tissues.. and were gently ushered out of school gates by the teacher on duty... loosers.... lol... so got till 1.15pm. then all back to school to collect the lil horror.. lol.. he ll be shattered.. i hope!! afternoon nap, then back for cj.. who i must say looked cool this morning.. check it out... lol...

FREEEEEEEEDOM

its 11.30pm. in the CC.....cridland chapman .....house, the children are sleeping, jay is snoring, and hayley is to excited to sleep.. scared she won t wake up in time, scared the kids will wake up with chicken pox, measles,,, anyting that will prevent the lil horrors from going to school... lol... with lunch boxs packed and pe kits and uniforms ironed, she can only await the break of morning,, the ringin of the alarm,, the dog jumping on her bed.. the cheerios being spilled on the living rom floor.. and then that journey round the corner. only minutes from her FRREEEEDDDOMMMMM!!!! (9-1.15 any way... )wooooooooohooooooooooo!!
there will be tears... ........of f***ing joy!!!!!!!!
why do parents parents cry when they ve been stuck with the brats for 4 years awaiting this day... the day when your life finally starts .. time when the kids are not the be al adn end all.. when those hours between 9and 3 become your own again.. when you can hear your own god forsaken name,, as it once was... for that short time the word MUM!! is so far away!!

roflol...

bridesmaids and stacy

loooooooooook

wow.. loving these...

WE HAVE POWER

we have electric... to garage.. woohoooo

freeezer on.. first time since got back from bg.. so i ve loaded up on frozen food... save some hassle.. ie buying fresh meat every 3 days... was really starting to do my head in.. can do proper shopping now... again woo hooo

also school uniforms washed and ready for ironing,, once dried on line that is.. DDay approaches.. can t wait till wednesday only 1 more day of kids ruining the house, adn asking for food every 5 mins... and mum mum mum mum..... !!!!!

also got job interview... as assistant resturant manger in surrey next wednesday...
6 weeks training in peterborough, then start in spalding full time,,, which is only 20 mins drive, so should be able to fit it in with kids school and jays job,, which is fab!! can t wait.. HAYLEY time.. independance.. mony to MY name.. hate asking jay fr money when he paying for everything.. so be nice to take some weight off his mind.. been all over place since got back from bg.. so be cool to have thing s back to normal, me earning and him not having permanent worry ofmoney. so???? IT S ALL GOOOOOOOOOOOOD!!!!

AS for the kids.. well cameorns bored sick adn looking forward to routine,, and nathan just excitd about lil robot he s got attached to lunch bag... (we took off shoes ... )simple things in life at 4!!!
also camerons really excited about his birthday.. just hope we can have this bloody party for him, adn buy him what he wants... well apart from every advert on tv.. he wants a wii...
wouldnt mind but loads of money and he doesn t just want a wii he want s boyz toys too.. plus NEEDS clothes. he only has 3 outfits.. and they re all skater boyz.. scruffy stuff.. so unfortunately for him.. he will be recieving clothes.. pjs, pants socks.. lol..
any way. got to iron 10 shirts. and 4 pairs of trousers and 2 lots of pe stuff!!! plus sort bedrooms and pair up the 2 baskets of socks.. grrrrrrrrrr... come on pete i ll help you put ceiling up instead.. lol.
right ciao for now..
ps had lovely time as tatteshall.. now jay wants to buy caravan beside the lake... for kids.. they had so much fun.. so.. watch this space.. oh and he want sto buy burger van and sit ME on side of road adn flip burgers for a living... trying to talk him out of it... grrr.. got to find my coffee shop soon,,, or i l be facing elements in a slip road... no way no way!!!

gooooooooood morning...

well the garage if coming on,, we have cables runningto it.. that don towrk yet.. lol.. minor problem thats being fixed as we speak.. the garden is looking amazing. i have worked my lil green fingers to the bone.. with hedge trimmers, sheers. nd all sorts of other sharp petrol powered manly tools,a dn not it lookd nearly organised...

getting ready for party, adn the winter.. lol.. hopefuly next year my grdne will be lush adn green. with roses and all sorts of lovely coloured flowered, but for now its organised, and de weeeded....
lets see how long they take to take over this time... bloody stingers..

any way. off to tattershall. for bbq on the lake.. should be a good day.. hopefully kids will behave.. if not i m sure they ll will chucked in said lake.. by grandad or uncle alan!! lol... or maybe even me... note to self spare clothes for boyz... lol..infact me too.. no one girl is safe when petes about.. and i have given him some gob this week... lol.. all in the name of fun... lol...

any whooo ciao for now

CAKE.. WE LOVE CAKE!!!!!!

i love the top but not sure if too much.. certainly goes with the theme, and then these cup cakes are gorg!!! love the detail and different flowers all different shades.. but would obviously be pink and creams not lilac.. gott o feed about 150-200 peeps at most.. so got to be enough, but not just one sort, ie fruit cake on top and cupcakes(sponge or chocolate.)not sure yet just throwing ideas around, more to wind stacy up as she wants answers adn i don tknow yet, i m sill looking for perfect cake. haven t found yet,,, ... got ages yet.. lol... shouldnt keep saying that should i.. runnig out of time. last time i looked it was 18 months down to 11 already.. shitttttttt!!! lol..i m not panicking,, if i had aweek i d be cool.. lol.. (let you know when get there..)see how cool i am then!!!??? won t be the arranging i ll be worried about it the whole bloody marriage / curse thing!!!? shhhh love you jay.. hehhehehee... ( quick note. got my 10 year anniversary pressi today. silver bracelet,looks like tiffany -syle.... jay found on his round next to bin.. could quit well be argoos!!!) cheers babe any way.. thought wasn t really there. but he did leave it on side and say e r!!! who said romance is dead?.. ME!!!! lol... shit head ... sometimes i do wonder

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HMMMMMMMMm not sure, but i dolike them both.. just not sure if it s me thats all.. can t i wear jeans and t shirt. with bride written on it/?!?? please,,, lol.. i ll wear heels.// well for the ceremony any way.. then back to converse.. obviously!!

right any way enough of dresses.. cakes it is.. sort that first.. lol.. on stacys orders i need to start making decisions.. grrrr.. easier said than done... ciao.. for now!?

calling all santas lil helpers and fairys..

http://www.cakesbylisanotley.co.uk/gallery-trad2.htm check these babies out then.. bow chick a wow wow!!!

right calling all helpers.. decided it s way too ecxpensive to get someone else i to do food. when theyre all charging £3000+ for the food then more for the euiptment. think i m gonna do it myself.. sod em all...
ie i need helpers.. i m gonna get some of the peeps up here to help so don t worry too much, but def gonna need extra hands for the day or 2 before.. so book it up..
lol... meat from butchers. then get jill in pub to cook it all off... and carve etc.. then salads adn rolls adn everything.. else i m gonna sort my self.. can t believe some people, you mention wedding they chuck another £10 per head.. unreal..

right it s 11pm, my son has been on computer for hours so i ve now got 5 mins to update hitched.. then make some smelly eggi sangas for jay.. then off for bath then bed,,, whilst kicking cameron on route.. as still up and shouldn t be,,, lil shit.. 1 week before school and he s still having late nights.. got to sort this out!!???

sorry another one.. lol

LOOOK SOOOOOO CUTE.... will ruby be too old for this.. cos it s co sweeet... this is a mini merigue... lol but it s allowed for ruby... cos she s gorg.. and this dress is too... lil princess ruby!!!?? tiera ....curls... wow....