omg,, guilt trip

good morning.. well it was till got to school,,, nathan soooo didnt wanna leave my leg this morning. think he s tired, this week really draining him, not that IM complaining, obviously,, lol.. but was all weepy and clingy, to me.. had to get teacher to prise him off my leg, so i could leave playground.. even best buddies steven and taylor couldnt persuade him, poor lil man!//
never mind he went in.. in the end, watched him from over the hedge, lip down to ground, but walked in with the rest of them,,, he ll be fine... just tired.. it does that after 12 hour days, at 4 years old.. bless... working so hard drawing pictures, painting, playing, running around with friends.. lol.. so hard being 4 init!??
saying that, though i soooo didint wanna get out of bed, this morning,, looked cold out side, when nathan came in and opened curtains, and asked me to help him, do his breakfast,,,
came down and found he was trying to poor milk over cheerios, that were on a plate?? don t ask.. i don t know why, and wth out coffee and ciggi in me, i wasnt prepared to ask.. any way.. cooker man coming today.. woohooo, only been nearly 2 weeks now been with it out.. hob and grill only, isn t easy, when you ve only got frezzer food.. ie joints of meat, and pies?!! run out of everything i can cook using hob and grill, so best bloooming fix it today.. rollon pay day saturday,,, cupboards are soo empty, used last £12 to get electric and milk this morning,,, thats me skint! again.. hate this being poor, lol.. sell bungi in bulgi... sell.... please?!!!!