12.12am..can t sleeeeeeep!!!

well it s another day... in paradise.. yeh right..
busy bee today. but still can t bring my self to go to bed.. i hate going to bed.. but can t stand gettin up! why is it when you feel totally exhausted your body doesnt and when your body is knackered your brain goes into overdrive.. i think i need some nytol or something,, oh that and air con.. soooo hot and stuffy, but can t open window as scared of the wild life comin in and sharing my bed with me.. moths!! daddy long legs... oooooooooh. no thanks. stick to surfing net till eyes fallout of head or jay comes down and moans he s lonely in bed.. yeh right,, he falls asleep on his feet.. lol.. can hear the snores from here!!!! lucky git..
also.. on the why what and IFs..
why does the school term go so slowly whenyou have to get up at stupid o clock adn the summer hols go so quickwhen you dont!!! only 2 weeks and it all starts again. another year.. lol.. lil nate in full time cameron in class 4or 5.. i can t even keep up.. bless him,, sure it s4!!??? greatmum ain t i.. whooooops best ask him. all i know is that my lil boy turning into lil man.. be growin hair in awkward places soon.. god help me.. 9!!
oh god i remeber what i was like.. so innocent.. but it doesn t last.. and the fact he thinks he s 18 already.. driven a car.. had a taste of beer.. enjoyed a sip of merlot.. fruity yet crisp.. lol.. kids GRRrrrrr... but bless him taught his brother to ride his bike today.. with out stabilisers..only been trying since february when we bought him the power ranger bike he d been wanting for months.. been sat in garage ever since. adn he s been riding 4 wheeler!!?? typical.. but i think he s finally got his confidence.. tomorrow will tell... see what bike he goes for????

any way. it s now 12.12am. best go snuggle up!!! before the keys tapping wakes jay up.. and i get moaned at forbeing online.. hehehhehee.. men.. they think up all sorts? green eyed monster takes over adn it s anyones guess what goes through there heads... night! or is it morning????